saucepans & the single girl ([info]thepartyline) wrote,
@ 2008-05-18 22:02:00
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wants to write
but has no time/energy. maybe tomorrow.
for reference:
big brown.
week @ barn whilst boss was away.
actually hanging out with my friends.
my horse trying to kill me/my horse not succeeding.
breed show @ coliseum.
Molly has been gone one month.
gas turned off.
bought some flowers and actually did some yardwork (in the front at least) so my house looks inhabited and sort of cute for the craphole it is.
the cute thing Frankie did when I was sad.
the sadness.
me being passive/aggressive about/to a boy; no result as yet. date for wednesday :D
food babies at CiCi's with Sharon today.
cute dresses I bought.

one thing I do want to say really quickly, is Ali, I got your card. I can't tell you how happy/sad it made me. It came just a day after it had been a month since we lost Molly (that sounded awkward but you get it... right?) I cried, but it wasn't bad. It was a good cry. I read and laughed at Blemie's will/testament. It was just what I needed. I think of her all the time, still tell her goodnight and pet her picture and her urn before I go to bed. I still feel a hole in my heart, but I know she is better now, and that it was right. Thank you so much for saying everything the best way. <3


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[info]kittencuffs
2008-05-19 02:52 am UTC (link)
I'm so glad you got it! (I was starting to get worried that it had been lost in the mail!) I just wanted to make sure you knew that I love you, and how incredibly much I think of you. :)

(The first time I read Blemie's will/testament, I just started *sobbing*--and I hadn't even lost a pet recently! I was trying really hard to find another poem I read once, in regards to a dog's thoughts as it moves past old age and hoping that its owner is strong enough to end it's suffering, but I can't find the damn thing anywhere.)

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[info]thepartyline
2008-05-19 03:22 am UTC (link)
I got it at the best time, honestly. I have been re-reading the card and the Blemie thing when I need to remember that it was right to do. It does get easier every day but I still miss her so much! Am trying to focus on Frankie and somewhat succeeding though.

I did cry at Blemie's will/testament but some parts of it were too cute and so much like a dog that I had to laugh. It was so sweet. I had heard of it, we had it available to order as a book at work but I wasn't sure if I should get it. I'm so glad you sent it to me though.

I love you too :) Thank you again so so much! I look at the front of the card and think/hope that is how Mollusk is playing in heaven right now :)

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