Happy Death Day, Molly.

http://beeswaxed.blogspot.com/2009/04/eulogy-on-dog.html

hi all.

The internet really bores me a lot lately, so I haven't been on like at all.

Tell me new stuff and interesting stuff. Or not.

I took my first (1/2) Zoloft this morning.

Yay?

I dunno.

No idea what's going on with Carl, trying to sort it out, but also sort of not caring because I mostly just can't be bothered to care past a certain point. Misunderstandings happened and I don't like cleaning up after them and usually just bail. Trying not to though, trying to work through it and my stupidity.

Sam and I are speaking again, just texts though. Definitely trying not to care too much about that.

Exploring bakery/baked-goods-in-a-farmers-market-stall options currently.

Quitting OU and going to transfer to Wayne for Graphic Design.

Tired all the time.

Care about like 4 things out of about 1000 things I should care about.

Still haven't filled the Zoloft prescrip my psych. gave me right before I got death-sick with the tonsils.

Jen and Jesse are back together <3

Spending time with their spawn and Bonnie's spawn is making my babyclock go off like crazy.

Deep-cleaned my living room today, boxed up all of the Breyers in there and threw a bunch of stuff in a box to add to my collection of shit to sell at a garage sale.

Trying to make too many changes at once, probably, but sometimes it's best that way?

Lost my license. Jumping through fucking hoop after hoop trying to get a new one ASAP. This, that, the fucking other thing. I need my birth cert to get a replacement from DMV. I don't know where my birth cert is, so I have to order one from Florida. I need to fax a copy of my license to FL to get my birth cert. DO YOU SEE THE INHERENT FUCKERY? Jesus.

what. the. FUCK.

date was awesomely amazingly amazing.

i hope this works out <3

more later, some other day. too much to do today.

going to the ER for the second time in three days. see ya when i see ya.

there maybe maybe might be a new guy in the picture, maybe.

We will see...

( here's some things i drew. and one thing i painted. )bye for now.

omg I know this horse.... Marc was at Springbrook when I rode there. I loved him!! I wonder if I can have Chris bring him here...

http://detroit.craigslist.org/grd/998374963.html

I dunno. Shit is shitty.

in less fucking depressing news, I got my hair cut and colored darker. So I'm pretty hot. Just need to lose a bunch of weight now to be super hot.

trying desperately to catch up on everyone's entries, but today's not the day. :\

tell me things?

someday I will write a real entry.

Anyone know of a good place online to get checks and/or address labels?

ETA I was looking at a place called vistaprint.com because they had some nice plain designs that were nicer than just blue with a border and not as childish or grandma-ish as Disney and Mary Engelbreit; but on the downside I've never heard of this place before so am hesitant to order.

halp?

Not sure why the purple/light blue blanket I wanted to buy Gabs has an FOB charge of $3.75 but the same blanket in light blue/purple does NOT. Does purple weigh more than blue? Whatevs.

Blue it is!

Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays/Happy Thursday, everyone!

I love you all!!

♥
bex, Frankie, and Gabby (and Mabelcat by proxy, even though she lives with Mom now)

I sent out Xmas cards yesterday to everyone who put in their stuff in my poll! I meant to make little ornaments to put in them but ran out of time :(

omg you guys.

Twirl on facebook won't let me quit... I've been playing for like two hours. 400,000 something.

omg halp.

edit: fucking finally. my brain quit. 429k+, i forgot actual total.

brain broken.

I didn't get done with stalls today till 10.30 >:( Yes, PM.

Blargh. I got here late and stalls were bad, and then when I was halfway through, Chris wanted me to hop on our newest schoolie-in-training, a so-hideous-it's-cute quarab with a face like a donkey. She was bad, but settled down. She's only six and has only had a handful of rides on her in the past two-three years. *shrug* Even when she settled down it still wasn't great, but we'll see.

Blah.

I need a backrub and leg rub so bad. Pony was very obstinate and I had to use a LOT of leg to get her going at all. I'm gonna sleep well tonight.

When/if I get there.

I slept all day today.

HA!

Yesterday was crazy. Crazy busy. But awesome.